Too late

I missed all the signs, one at a time, you were ready.
What did I know? Starting our lives, now my love I'm ready to show.... - Beyonce.

[ But it's too late, you already disappeared.]

go away go away go away go away go away.
i have better thing to cry for.

i must stop going back to tmn aman adi like my exams days. =_=

it ruins me!

yes im a slut!

i love sleeping around with many people.

go on, i am one. tell the world please.

sometime i must thank you tho,

for teaching me how to love better,

how to be stronger, and how to think wiser =)

thank you!

3 posts in a day? i think im really at my limit to burst.

arghh.

just because i smile i dont talk about it, i dont emo i dont frown

doesnt mean im not thinking bout it too.

i think of it daily, morning till night till this morning i even dream about it.

fuck this life.

care to read the lyrics?
it tells a lot. nahh ppl got tired of ppl blogging lyrics,
but this is exceptional.

it's story her, doesn't know how to love.
she received so much, yet doesn't know how to return it.
until she felt the relationship is heading to an end,
she start to learn.

finally when she learned it, it's already too late.
he's gone, disappeared.

yeah, when you're with me, i didn't care.
didn't know how to care and be there for you.
you moaned in pain at night because headache, and all i did was just rubbed your head.
and continue to sleep.

i don't know how to return, and now i can't find someone who loved me that much
as much as you gave me.
now i'm heading to a new path, yet i still dunno am i right or wrong.
i'm done hurting my self =(
i get the urge to move on..
to another world actually.
i had the thoughts already.
i own a scar now. physical one..

If i begged and if i cried, will it give me sunlight?
Should i wait for you to call? Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by?
and then i lie by all myself,
i see your face , i hear your voice
my heart stays faithful.
and time has come and time has passed, if it's good, it's got to last

I missed all the signs,
one at a time,
you were ready,
What did i know?
Now my love, im ready to shine.

When i think about it, i know that i was never there or even cared.
The more i think about it, the less that i was able to share, with you.
I tried to reach you, I can almost feel you, you're nearly here
and then... you disappear.
you disappear... disappear.

exam!

Today i had my exam. My first paper for this sem.

i guess i screwed it again.

i don't know what to do already.

I lost someone i love, im losing focus in my career driven thinking.

I'm starting to lose myself soon. I never knew all these could impact me so much.

I had never fail my studies before, and now im failing like that.

is okay, i deserve it.

I lied that im studying in Viva's starbucks everyday.

I actually went to Jaya One's =)

I lied that i studied from 7pm till 2am.

I'm actually at somewhere else for few more hours.

it's already 2 months since we officially walk separate path,

it's almost 4 month since problems started.

it's almost a year since i fell for u.

and yet, why do i still feel so strongly attached? i don't know.

yet, i got no one to talk to about these, other than keeping it and releasing into blog.

hoping, you'd see maybe?..

disappear

the last song i'd dedicate to you.

maybe this is the right song.

after all it's true in every word, every single of them.

if i beg, if i cried will it change the fact? it won't =)

it's really the end of the chronology of kitteh and bunny.

never thought taht you'd talk to me today.

nobody has ever know.. i'm there.. always there at that place..

almost everyday. even right now.. when im actually having exams..

i just hope u realise that im there..

i don't wanna think of u anymore. it hurts me.

everytime i look at the sky it reminds me of kampar.

everytime i listen to love u like a love song it reminds me of u.

everytime i watch mean girls it reminds me of u and i together on the bed...

its haunting me...