Too late

I missed all the signs, one at a time, you were ready.
What did I know? Starting our lives, now my love I'm ready to show.... - Beyonce.

[ But it's too late, you already disappeared.]

go away go away go away go away go away.
i have better thing to cry for.

i must stop going back to tmn aman adi like my exams days. =_=

it ruins me!

yes im a slut!

i love sleeping around with many people.

go on, i am one. tell the world please.

sometime i must thank you tho,

for teaching me how to love better,

how to be stronger, and how to think wiser =)

thank you!

3 posts in a day? i think im really at my limit to burst.

arghh.

just because i smile i dont talk about it, i dont emo i dont frown

doesnt mean im not thinking bout it too.

i think of it daily, morning till night till this morning i even dream about it.

fuck this life.

care to read the lyrics?
it tells a lot. nahh ppl got tired of ppl blogging lyrics,
but this is exceptional.

it's story her, doesn't know how to love.
she received so much, yet doesn't know how to return it.
until she felt the relationship is heading to an end,
she start to learn.

finally when she learned it, it's already too late.
he's gone, disappeared.

yeah, when you're with me, i didn't care.
didn't know how to care and be there for you.
you moaned in pain at night because headache, and all i did was just rubbed your head.
and continue to sleep.

i don't know how to return, and now i can't find someone who loved me that much
as much as you gave me.
now i'm heading to a new path, yet i still dunno am i right or wrong.
i'm done hurting my self =(
i get the urge to move on..
to another world actually.
i had the thoughts already.
i own a scar now. physical one..

If i begged and if i cried, will it give me sunlight?
Should i wait for you to call? Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by?
and then i lie by all myself,
i see your face , i hear your voice
my heart stays faithful.
and time has come and time has passed, if it's good, it's got to last

I missed all the signs,
one at a time,
you were ready,
What did i know?
Now my love, im ready to shine.

When i think about it, i know that i was never there or even cared.
The more i think about it, the less that i was able to share, with you.
I tried to reach you, I can almost feel you, you're nearly here
and then... you disappear.
you disappear... disappear.

exam!

Today i had my exam. My first paper for this sem.

i guess i screwed it again.

i don't know what to do already.

I lost someone i love, im losing focus in my career driven thinking.

I'm starting to lose myself soon. I never knew all these could impact me so much.

I had never fail my studies before, and now im failing like that.

is okay, i deserve it.

I lied that im studying in Viva's starbucks everyday.

I actually went to Jaya One's =)

I lied that i studied from 7pm till 2am.

I'm actually at somewhere else for few more hours.

it's already 2 months since we officially walk separate path,

it's almost 4 month since problems started.

it's almost a year since i fell for u.

and yet, why do i still feel so strongly attached? i don't know.

yet, i got no one to talk to about these, other than keeping it and releasing into blog.

hoping, you'd see maybe?..

disappear

the last song i'd dedicate to you.

maybe this is the right song.

after all it's true in every word, every single of them.

if i beg, if i cried will it change the fact? it won't =)

it's really the end of the chronology of kitteh and bunny.

never thought taht you'd talk to me today.

nobody has ever know.. i'm there.. always there at that place..

almost everyday. even right now.. when im actually having exams..

i just hope u realise that im there..

i don't wanna think of u anymore. it hurts me.

everytime i look at the sky it reminds me of kampar.

everytime i listen to love u like a love song it reminds me of u.

everytime i watch mean girls it reminds me of u and i together on the bed...

its haunting me...

hurt..?

i've tried, and tried, and tried.

yet, it's not repairable.

well, guess the only thing to do is to give up.

to let go, not because i'm giving up.

is because i know its impossible to be.

so, thanks for everything.

i think i got stronger, i hope.

thanks for teaching me, not to fall for someone overly passionate.

and thanks for teaching me not to control anyone just because i'm worried.

and guess i should had put more trust into it.

chances are, low.

i don't know if i still have the chance or not.

but i know it's not stupid to wait.

as you waited for half a year before.

do you remember the new year's eve?

that time when i drove you back to Asia Jaya to grab your car and we chatted in the car for a while? we talked while waiting for them to come, and then as we gonna part. you pecked my on my cheeks. it's at that time, i start to give in, and tell myself, he's could be the one, and let you in.

i wondering how you sleep at night.

i miss your touch of your skin, the fingers and hand that hold mine tight.

the smell and everything about you.

i think i look so fine, but every night, i think of you before i go to bed, maybe sometime mumbles your name in my sleep, and dream lots of stuff.

i swear to god, the best night of my life is that day,

we watch stars together and the hug.

someone told me, dreams are good, signs of possibilities in the future.

i know he's saying it to make me feel better. As much as he telling me things are gonna be fine,

i can see it in his eyes, telling me, he's pretty sure i won't get the chance again.

i don't know what is fate, what is destiny.

but i do know, we fight for it. I know, and i see your efforts and sacrifices before.

it's hard to note what others done to you, but it's easy to note what we give.

therefore, i notice, things i do, or give is not enough.

i don't know what to think anymore.

someone slap me, tell me all this is a dream.

i remember one of your notes saying
"i love to dream because it's perfect, but i even love the reality now, because i have you, it's better than dreaming"

well, the reality now hurts too much.

i rather sleep and don't wake. eternally cycles in the dream..

fear?

today, someone asked me.

what are my fears.

well, my fear is basically nothing much, other than those basic things like ghosts, insects and so on.

it's about emotional fears. well, if that it will be, losing someone you hold dearest, not even crossing the mind of the person you like, and not needed by the person you need in life.

well, in the past,

i used to build up walls high up, to keep me away from ppl,

so i wouldn't fall, and i wouldnt fear and worry about losing someone and so on.

well,

i thought i had found a person who can achieve my dreams together with me,

protecting me from my fears

and there, the fear came, and become so irrational and desperate to fight it off,

end up.. screwed up everything.

i woke up.. to a sweet dream again =)

it's similar to UP again. =)

but its with you!

btw, do you remember Fang in LoL?
he's asking what happened to us.

he even asked, when can we 3 play again..

well, if anything...

now at this hour is 12:00am 24th sept 2011.

nyehehe.

well, it's our 9th months..

if only that didnt happen!

anyway.. miss u sho much.

and well! its the clothe i bought cause u said red is good!

rmb this? you used to save this just to tag me in that tumblr post !
i miss you so much..

i see, that you're happy there.

i see that what i saying is not gonna work...

so i went to the eye check up today,

and specialist said my eyes are good for it to be performed.

and can schedule me for nxt saturday slot.

well, i wondering if you would be the one to acc me and drive me home after that?

afterall, its on the 29th. hehe the nxt day you know is what day right?

remember the funny video i said i wanna show you last month?

about the guys kenot laugh ?

this is the one. finally i found it. it's no longer written in japanese.. and i dunno the stupid name..

9 more days and it's my birthday.

you said you'd celebrate with me in KL.

but i said i wanna go down to kampar, because i wanna celebrate it at the spot we look at the stars.

so.. i guess it's not coming true this time...

if you are reading this.. i hope you are.

i just want you to know, i understand how clingy and possessive i am back then.

i am truly sorry.

i finally understand it, and it just exhausts you.. and yet you still talks to me eventhough you're exhausted.

if u know our place,

it'll be tmn aman. =) basketball court.

i'll always be there.

why did i screwed up things?

there's so many things i want to do with you and i haven't get to do it.

i practiced the song so hard, just to play to you when i get my piano back.

we promised to go melaka and bkt cahaya together, and we still not done it.

the puzzles we bought together we haven't finish put the pieces together, eventho you asked me to do it myself first, i want to do it together.

we said we gonna go Africa together to see animals, go niagara to see wonders, walk the great wall of china till we can't walk no more.

adopt kids, naming aloycious and cornelius.

travel to singapore and work there together,

getting our own house. you said i don't have to do anything cause i'll ruin the household, and ask me to stay back and enjoy everything while you'll do the cooking, cleaning, and etc etc...

when you promised me these things... are you serious about it?

cause i know i'm pretty serious about it.. =(

i really do <3 you..

come back !

Sweet dream

I had a sweet dream.

I dreamed of us being like the usual

But you ran out of the hse just to hug me and tell me it's alright

It's okay, whenever I'm down.

Then move on to kiss me, promising me things will be fine.

I don't want to wake up from it.

i feel so... empty

It's almost 5am

I can't sleep.

Thinking bout us

It just makes my heart bleed knowing you're doing fine there without me in your life

I can barely survived today.

I think I can get better soon too.

Really never thought of it becoming like this.

I just wanted more attention of yours...

Good night..

i hate playing LoL alone.

because we started it together, saying we're gonna keep the scores same till forever.

to show the world we're always together.

now it's not the same anymore..

and it's stupid to play alone.. because always i play is because i play with you..

how many times we got angry because we ksed each other.

and how many times we were actually happy when we combo perfectly in the past?

i won't get it back..

strawberry.

you remeber how much we both loved strawberry?

there is a must of strawberry in cakes from secret recipe right?

i remember the first time i bougth the cakes 2 slice for you before i went to a wedding dinner where you had to stay home..

then there's once you bought in leisure mall, 3 slice including green tea after my studies in starbucks..

another time when you came back from kampar, i went to fetch you, and you got me those cakes again. =)

but that time i didnt get to eat the greentea cause my dad ate it..

....

oh god. it's raining here.

hear me out..

hope i sleep and i don't wake up anymore..

the person who taught me how to pronounce the word "singed" lol.

do you remember the time you made me watch adele during my study period in starbucks in Damansara Utama? You were patiently waiting me to study while watching your youtube videos and talking to me.

We only had Java chip and Juice then a muffin for dinner..

sigh.. what made you lose feeling that affects me... that in turn make us turn sour?

Kitty and Bunny officially separated on.

15th Oct 2011 1:00pm

but the blog still goes on.

theres many untold stories behind it.

tried to learn this though last time.

didn't get to finish.

i wanted to play it one day.

with you.

doing nothing in that afternoon,

other than you listen to me screeching that piano.

=)

its all too late...

for a moment i hate you so much.
i keep telling myself to hate you.

but then, one sms come and
"i love you so much"


i just love to scroll to an empty page in my iPhone.
that way i can see our photo together clearly.

the one, where i kissed your cheek in i-city =)
i heart you xoxo

he said it's the truth,

spending a life time and sticking with me

mid valley

the gift shop we got domo, the puzzle world, gsc cinema, bowling alley.

changing room in topman, cottons on and how you laughed at me when buying facial product from the face shop.

comes to sushi zanmai talked for hours, chillis for my birthday and a few times for our dinner, plus once you belanja me for making me angry.

italianese where we had a fight after gym.

Utada Hikaru Tribute

This is the one - This is the one.
Be My Last - Ultra Blue

Addicted to You - Distance

Stay Gold - Heart Station.

On a day like this, i just hope that i could be at your side,

doing exactly nothing. but just seeing you.

The next time we get to spend whole day together,

can we do exactly nothing? and just lay on the bed?

it's waste of time, but it's making me happy.

for one day, stay away from the social networking, people and phones.

just you and i =) we'll be watching movies, your arms around me in the dark.

if it's scary movie we'll hug, if it's comedy we'll laugh.

we'll snack as we watch, pop tarts, lays, mr. potato, ruffles.

when i stand up, hug me from behind.

listen to me.

take some time and read it okay?

After the sweet candy has disappeared
A sad looking little boy
On a cloudless Summer Day

Sunburnt hands and feet
Careless if her white one piece gets dirty
An unconscious paradise

I waited after the dream, but nothing
Then one day, I learned of your name

So Goodbye Loneliness
Singing along to a love song
Reflected in your eyes, I’m laughing

So Goodbye Happiness
We can’t return to those times
When we were naive and energetic
But that’s okay
Love me

You can’t overthink it or get too desperate
Don’t fool yourself
It’s a tough world

When humans find themselves all alone
Is when they realize the meaning of love

These fading passing days
Let me hear a gentle song
Do you still remember, to this day
The way we felt around the time we met

So Goodbye Innocence
We can’t return to those times
When we were naive and energetic
It’s all your fault
Kiss me

Oh everything goes round and around
Oh Darling Darling I’m not going to move on to someone else
Only you

Wouldn’t it be great if we could just live the way we are?
At crucial moments, my other self blocks my way.

So Goodbye Happiness
I want to return to those times
When we were naive and energetic
Baby, just one more time
Kiss me

Happy Birthday

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY MY HUSBAND

it may not sound as good as what we can hear out there, but this is what i tried my best !!

Really happy happy birthday to you and.

i'll stay no matter how!!

Wondering..

Sometimes when Bunny sees what kitteh writes he can't help but wonder why is it written that way? Thinking negatively is not going to get us anywhere.. If you're not cut out then leave.. I've never felt that way.. Kitteh is the one that say can withstand everything and also says that nothing is impossible.. So what is this now?? Sometimes if kitteh would just understand the situation properly it will go on nicely..

not cut out.

maybe i'm not cut out for it in the first place.

maybe kitteh is kitteh. bunneh is bunneh, both from different world.

a cat and a bunny can't mix that well.

a lot of conflicts and stuff.

complementary

Like Engines and oil,

engines is just an engine, can't move.

oil is just oil, stagnant.

but when 2 of them put together. they work wonders.

thats when you put a bunny and a kitty together.

you'll see wonders.

until someday, the oil dried up. the engine start rusting.

it's not working anyway.

sick..

How does it feel when you're sick?
So sick that you don't wanna move from bed?

There's this once, i was sick.
Who was beside me? bunneh.
Who changed the cold towel on my forehead every 15 minutes?
Bunneh.

Who is the person who's there to monitor my temperature?
Also bunneh.
The person who made me swallow the medicine my mom gave.

It will never disappear from my mind that Bunneh is the one who look after me when I'm sick.
Now i think i'm falling sick, but, I'm gonna be fine. =)

i hate public, i hate PDA but i love to do it with you

How many times i when i'm walking at the street, seeing guys and girls holding hands and holding waist, how much do i wanna go to them and separate them apart, and chop their hands?

How it hurts me, that we wouldn't be able to do that at the street, not only at the street, but even at places we can't be intimate. You once told me that we could go overseas where it is acceptable and we can PDA as much as we want.

I used to hate ppl PDA, but now i feel that, i don't need to do it so extreme, but i only want to be able to hold you hands when we're crossing the road, in cinema and in restaurant.

ahaha it reminds me always, that you would wipe my sweat with your sleeves.

wipe my mouth when there's cream or sauce stain. hehe.

Teddy Cuddles.

Those days, when we're together, we really spent one full day doing nothing, besides on the bed, cuddling, talking, and staring into each other's eyes. =)

We could be cuddling since 12pm after lunch, nap a while in each other, and then wake, and continue till 6pm. I still remember those days =) And because of our constant cuddling, we were always late for appointment !

Sticky pads.

There's this once. Kitteh was on the bed while watching Bunneh on his laptop.
Then... Kitteh was so tired, actually fell asleep.
*hoping maybe Bunneh would slide up to bed, and hug Kitteh* but he did not.

So Kitteh didnt has the strength to stay up pretending asleep, really fell asleep.
When Kitteh is awake, Bunneh is not there.
But kitteh's face and hands were sticked with a bunch of Kitteh's sticky note indicator.
Those transparent and colourful ones.

too bad the sticky notes i stored it deep in my car trunk for safekeep. will show someday!

in those notes, as kitteh recalled, it sounds like this :

• Husband, We LoL later okay? I'll let you ks and i won't get angry.
• The way you sleep is really cute.
• I'm the luckiest guy to have you.

and many more theres about 5 to 8 of it. I forgot.. but it brings me tears each time i look at it...

Boys won't do things like tihs anymore.

Wake up people.
Boys won't go and write you love letters, run to your window late night to serenade you, handing you flowers and sing you poems anymore.

Boys nowadays think its lame to do so, it is so uncool, and it's waste of time.


BUT

i honestly love it. It just shows how much the person thinks of you. How much affection they put in,
and how much time they sacrifice to do you something like that. It's classic but still shows a lot.



My boy wrote me letters everyday when he's in kampar, saying that one day if anything happen, I must search a box he left there for me and read each letters.

My boy keep whatever scrap i made out of tissue or paper when we're talking at some place we eat.

My boy dedicate songs to me everytime he found a song similar or reflects us.


he is my everything.

Everywhere i go,
Everything i do,

it reminds me of you.

sometimes i think, it should stop.
sometimes i think i should stop doing things reminds me of you
sometimes i think i should stop going to places reminds me of you.


it has to stop.
STOP
STOP

are you interested to know whats going on in my life?

are you interested to tell me whats going on at your side?
but it won't stop me from continuing loving you =)

Valentine's day?

How would you celebrate your valentine days?
You must be thinking that i got the wrong calender and today is 15th September 2011, not 14th February 2011.

No this is what i'm writing about MY valentine.

Ordinary valentine dates goes by :
1. Meet up, handing chocolates and flowers.
2. Fancy dinner at some restaurant, or his/her favourite place.
3. Night movies.
4. A long drive home.
5. Some conversation, kisses and hugs.

am i wrong?


Here's Kitteh and Bunneh's way of celebrating their previous valentine's day.

11:00am - Wake up, and disturb each other on the bed. *tickles, hugs, small kisses, mind you*
11:30am - Facebook, youtube and some funny videos together on the bed.
1:30pm - Have our little brunch by having my mom to go and tapao from the restaurant.
2:30pm - Went to have a swimming session, kitteh teaching the drowning bunneh how to paddle
4:30pm - finish showering and stuff, we went to take a stroll in the park.
5:00pm - bunneh and kitteh started to jog. Bunneh taught kitteh how to make breath last longer.
6:30pm - They head home! usually they'll stop by 7 11 to grab some drink.
7:00pm - *glitches*
8:00pm - Finish shower and stuff!
9:00pm - **Head out for dinner, kitteh actually wanna bring bunneh to Kaki Corner, cheap and nice! Then too packed, Kitteh decided Chilli's since they got their memories there. but Mid Valley's too pack too ! They moved to Empire's but the shop there is closing in 10 minutes by time we got there.**
11:00pm - Bunneh suggested "Ming Tien Food court" since we're nearby, and we first met there! Had a small talk in the car, bunneh saw how kitteh's plan all failed and frustrated.
11:15pm - Went down of the car, found some seat, and ordered our Bak Kut Teh and Fried carrot cake.
12:30am - Drive home. and continue our daily routine =)


So what do you think?
Although we're doing things inexpensive, but Kitteh pretty enjoyed it. Bunneh said it doesn't matter if we're only going through that day in Mamak!

TheMagnificent

7 1/2 months

7 months and 21 days had past

YET I'M STILL MADLY IN LOVE

share share

is it the mouse? is it the laptop? no.

i'm not promoting mon kee!

i'm promoting my dar.

he went buy zhap fan for 10 minutes.

and came back with a box !

saying its for us to share !

what a sweet guy =)

Silly Love Songs

There's this time in Kampar, where you played this song out of no where, saying it's dedicated to me =)

Saying how much you'd sing me a silly love song. =)

where is it now !! xD

collection

There's once, I was sending you off back to Kampar at KL central, but we reached an hour earlier.
Especially that time is our dinner time, we didn't get to eat. So you went to go and grab food for us. But all i asked for is just a LITTLE only, but you bought the whole set of McD.

Then it came with a glass for collection. lol.

Although we missed the first glass, is okay. At least we managed to collect the whole set.

We're just short of the charcoal grey one !!

Sending food and drinks.

How many times have someone brought you food after your tiring class?

How many times have someone thought of you being hungry or thirsty in class?

I get a lot a lot of times of it =)

He got me juicework and waited for me in front of my class the first time.

Juicework is expensive tao. But he willingly spend his money to get me something to drink.

Although melted, but it's still great =) It's pink, colour of love. Back then he's slightly upset why i never show any respond.. is because i'm shy. But think back, the warm feeling just enveloped me.

He got me McD breakfast set, when my class ends at 12pm. Because i said i wanted to eat breakfast set, and because class ends late, it'll be lunch already. He came with 2 breakfast set and we sat at my college canteen and enjoyed it =)

**There's this once, I was damn thirsty because i forgotten to bring my water bottle. He know my favourite drink was from SS15 TakeAway, Honey milktea plus pearl. He walked to SS15 to get me it. The reason he walked? He got only a few bucks left in his wallet. He walked from Sunway College, to SS15 to get me drink. Where do you get a guy like that? On top of that, he injured his legs earlier due to some jogging, blisters and his toenails bleeding.

He came back sweaty. I saw him, why are you sweaty, then he passed me a paper bag, with one drink inside. ONLY ONE. I was like. THANKS! then i knew something wrong i asked, "how you get there and back?" he answered me.. "i got my ways la". After thorough asking, he walked there, and he worried the ice in the drink melt, so he took cab with his remaining 4 bucks. and just had enough to get back. The drink is already warm =) but it's warming my heart. **

Here's an extract he wrote to me after I said I "hate" him for walking to SS15 eventhough his legs are injured.

"It's nothing ok? I willingly walk to Klang for you if you want Bak Kut Teh from there.. I just want you to be happy =D bout your stress, see the note on the PC okay? =P"

How thoughtful can one be? =)

Cyber cafes.

Back then we always spend time in CC after dinner till morning =)
Our sleeping time is at 6am! hahaha, why? because we're in a town of no parents!
Playing games in CC till morning is nothing.

Although we argued a lot about the games, ksing and not assisting each other, now when i look at it, i feel like laughing at it because it's silly.

I'll let you ks me, if you want. I'll play assist hero to assist you at all time =)
I'll not play killer heroes if you feel like killing.

then we would walk back to your room, taking big rounds to enjoy the night together.
Once a while we would go to the stargazing area.. but sometime's its starless.

sometime's sitting in front my pc, playing LoL alone, it made me feel so.. different.
never once we played without each other.

peace park! taman aman.

Taman Aman.

First time we were here is when we're not even together. We went on a date.

First we went to SS2 the foodcourt there see you eat. =) After that we went to Kelana Jaya Park we walked and talk about our studies, and a little problem of our lives.

Then after that we went to this Taman Aman, in your car, parked there. We talk and talk and talk, back then we were so awkward, doesn't know what to talk and most of our conversation ended in pauses. So there's this once i reclined my seat backwards, hoping that you would grab that opportunity to hug me, and better still kiss me. But you big dumb dumb, you did not.

Second time, was during the CNY eve, we came to the park, and talk and talk and walk around. although is was short, but it's kinda fun!

Third time we came here is because you had some accident with a BMW lol. So i came to seee and then i waited for you for like an hour at Asia Jaya haha. Then you came, but we're not in the park or basketball court, we went somewhere like... a veranda lol.. dunno what to describe but we talked and hugs... its so sweet.

Fourth time we're here, before you meet me you're with pohyee first, telling her about me =) you said she's your best friend you want her to know. After that you picked me up and we sent her home together then we went to the park. This time i brought my polaroid along, and we walked around the park.

** Holding hands, hugs and play around on every see saws, swings and rocky thingy together. Until one point, because it rained before, so theres lots of puddles. there this one big puddle we're suppose to cross, but i worry i will wet my feet, so you gave me a piggy back ride. You said instead wet your crocs alone than both of us wet. Sho shweeet. **

Then we took our first instax photo together, and yep its still in my photo album. =)

are you still keeping yours in your wallet? hehe.

I forgot if in between we came or not. But the last time we were here, and that day was bad.

Because i was suppose to send you home, but we talked there so you had to walk to the lrt station and got caught by your mom. sorry.

We were sitting at the basketball court, talking bout our problems. mostly is mine, about personal interest, how im at war with myself that my mind ask me to study but my heart wants to be with you, and how its like without you =(

i went on the railings at the side, balancing myself, and you supported me if i fall.. hehe.

how you called me short because i fail to jump to touch the basketball hoop and laughed at me when i ran and slipped because theres no more grip on my slippers. hehe.

all these shweeet memories.=) it will repeat again right..

i really can't forgot all these small small stuff that matters..

Formal shirt, tee shirts and singlets.

Waking up in the morning during your internship.

Still sleepy on the bed, and saw you putting on your formal wear.

See you put on your belt, and then trying to walk out quietly to avoid waking me up.

heheh.

But few times i send you out of the house.

It is really bad for me to make you walk to LRT. i would want to send you there.

But if you ask i would. hehe. but you so man, prefer saying you walk. hahaha.

Today i wore a formal shirt, and it reminds me of you, the days you walk back from work, sweaty

and even your shirt have your sweat mark of your bag. I wouldnt mind hugging you, i wouldn't mind getting your sweat on me, because you smell great =)

<3 you.

the things i miss most.

i miss the time where we,

wake up together, disturb each other on the bed a while, went to hang clothes together, find food together, play games together, doing housework together, watch tv together, dinner together, movie on bed together, cuddles together, talk about future together, and sleep on each other's embrace...

that is the most beautiful thing ever happened.

starbucks.

i don't know wether you still remember or not, that time when i was studying for exams in starbucks at Jaya One =) we moved from Old Town to Starbucks.

You were sitting at the position where i took the photo, and with your laptop.
i was sittin opposite and studying. I stil remember i use a piece of my rough paper and drew you, with your laptop, drinks, my notes, my file, my calculator and pencil case.

you kept that piece of paper!

is that still with you? =)

those quality time we spend together, alone when nobody is there to interrupt is priceless.

i had java chip and you had raspberry juice.

Pictures, no pictures.

This particular post, no pictures, bear with me!

So there's this once, we're gonna celebrate our month-inversary, and Bunny had an idea of getting Kitty a camera that meows when snapped! So one day Bunny asked Kitteh..

Bunneh : What do you think of a camera that meows when snap picture?
Kitteh : what? hows the quality?
Bunneh : Same like usual photos lorr
Kitteh : cost?
Bunneh : hmm. about RMXXX lor
Kitteh : waa almost same like normal cam.. if want a camera, get normal wan lor! cheaper mar main point is the photo, not the camera wert.

So so , bunneh changed his plan to get another camera, which is DIY LOMO camera. We had to fix the camera ourself ! So that month Bunneh was broke, and asked Kitteh to borrow money.

So kitteh was like, "what? why want borrow money wor so sudden wan..." as he's reluctant to lend!

Approx. 1 week later, a postage came. Bunneh was so excited about the postage "there should be a box for me someday though" bunneh said, then we open! waaaaaa Kitteh gave bunneh a bigggg huggg.

Then they started to assemble. As usual argument! Because bunneh wanna fix this, Kitteh wanna fix that, then kitteh say bunneh there wrong, and snatch it, then bunneh say there wrong then took it!. hahaha. think back its funny, but the argument that day was bad =(

The camera still with me ! treasured item =)

pain pain pain

Hahaha when i was packing the room i found this!

Yep, it's bunny's aloe vera gel.
There's a lot a lot of funny incidents behind this gel.

Emergency cases ahaha anything.

There's this one particularly Kitty likes.

Remember back then when Kitty had a 10 cent size ulcer at the lips?
He ate normal food also pain like hell. So bunny got so worried and asked kitty to apply aloe vera to it.

Kitty hated the taste. Kitty ran around the room saying "no ! no ! no! anything but thaaaati rather put salt!" But Bunny came chasing around, "you have to! just once!"

Then then, bunny cornered kitty here...

Then hold kitty tight and pushed kitty to the wall, and apply it on by force.

Although kitty hated the whole thing happened, but deep down he's happy cause bunny cared so deep that he do that =P

futures and IKEA

There's once Kitty and Bunny went to IKEA for fun, because they got nothing to do.

So they went to IKEA for their meatballs. Kitty remembers which seat they took!

As kitty recalled, bunny was texting with this guy, someone happened bunny stayed at the guy's place before. So bunny was boasting to that guy about kitty. Saying how happy bunny had kitty and how buff and handsome kitty is. Then bunny and kitty laughed a lot and a lot over the meatball, spaghetti and lemongrass chicken.

Then kitty had stomachpain... and went to toilet, because kitty's phone no battery, so he took one of bunny's phone in case we got lost! on the way there, bunny called and said....

"when you walked away, i miss you so much! faster go and come back quick!"

hahaha it was cute! so cute. Kitty always remember about it. Right after kitty is done, went back to the seat, Bunny stomach ache pulak!. hahaha..

THE SEAT IS AT WHERE THE UNCLE WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE

Kitty and Bunny started touring around the showrooms, tried so many beds, seats and rooms!

So many rooms and style that they shared in common. But when comes to toilet, they argue over the water tap!

So they reached the kitchen section, and first thing was "THAT is what i want!" and they were so into it that they actually enact a scene where real couple would do in that kind of kitchen!

They pretended who's gonna do cooking, and when the other partner comes home what would they say and serves dinner. Back then no stuff on the kitchen counter so they were talking bout something exciting!

They bought mirrors and something organising things in a drawer. haha then they got to rush home because Kitty's mom is cooking that night!

Can we go again? ='(

law, statute and love

Seriously this month is the longest month, and painful for us. I'm sorry.

ahh, this chronology is jumbled up! but nevermind ! At least i get to log down anything we went through.

Remember this? hehe.

Ignore the grammatical error

Agreement :

I hereby, proposing :-

i) Only gonna love each other.
ii) No arguments.
iii) Be complementary to each other.
iv) No leaving one an another.
v) Be nice to each other.
vi) DEFINITELY NO BULLYING THEMAGNIFICENT. but can slightly not bullying theCutie
vii) Heart completely pass over to each other.
viii) Share every thoughts and unhappiness
ix) BE ONLY THEMAGNIFICENT'S PROPERTY/HUMAN. and TheMagnificent will be only TheCutie's property/human
x) I love you =)

You may reject this contract as you wish.
The contract will legally binding on us after the agreement is signed by both parties. Length of time of binding, is indefinite.

By severing the contract, the damaged party may sue and seek for damages and etc. No exception. bla bla bla and many refer to other kind of contracts you may see!

First party Second party
Sign, Sign,
Truthfully and forever yours.
TheMagnificent.

you replied Signed sealed and deliver!

and this Happened on VALENTINE's DAY!

Speaking of which, do you remember what we did for Valentine's Day?

We went to swim at 2pm, then after that we went to walk around, and then jogging at 6pm!

at night I tried to bring you to Kaki Korner to try out, but it was so full!

then thought of, nvm, ,spend a bit more money, we go Chillis! *because the last time was on my bday*

So we reached MidValley it was too full, and then we went to Empire's!

But they are closing in 15 minutes =(

at last, we went to mingtien...

and my mood was really really bad!

i ordered carrot cake, and we shared bak kut teh! hehe

lame way to celebrate but it's so sweet =) i love it.

I love you.

The most beautiful thing ever happened.

This might sound just like from a novel, or any movie or films or anything fiction you heard, and yes i experienced it. Lemme put in in a way.... like a novel.

One night, Kitty and Bunny were talking on the phone before they sleep. They were arguing. About what I forgot, and thus Bunny were crying and ended the call. Kitty tried to call back, bunny doesn't want to answer. Kitty then saw Bunny updated a tumblr post, and Kitty felt so guilty and call and call again, finally Bunny answers.

Kitty was apologising and talking and talking, and Bunny always say, 'its okay, its not your fault.' Kitty was so bad to bunny, and then Kitty said, tomorrow Kitty going to Kampar to be with Bunny. Bunny was so excited =).

On the next day, Kitty went to the KL central at 12pm, hoping to get a train to Kampar at 1pm, alas, he only get to purchase ticket at 3.15pm. So kitty has to wait there for another few more hours while Bunny is doing his stalls sales with friends =) So Kitty went to buy doraemon to read to spend time lur, since bunny is busy to reply sms.

Kitty still remember that day as if yesterday =). When Kitty reached, it's so peaceful and everything, Kitty like it, and then Bunny came out greeting Kitty in sweaty sweaty look! Why? Bunny was cleaning the room so that Kitty can stay in a cleaner condition. So touching.

That night was perfect, so perfect that Kitty doesn't want to leave Bunny's place, but Kitty promised mommy to be home, since Kitty lied that kitty went to Seremban with cousins. The next day in the morning, Bunny has to go to school to settle friend's car sticker as the friend is using Bunny's name. But bunny was late! When Bunny is back, Kitty still sleeping, but in his sleep, Kitty realise someone is there writing on the desk, and Kitty thought he's dreaming.

Until midday, Kitty has to return back to (K)itty (L)and, Bunny packed everything for kitty and reminded Kitty that the Percy Jackson Kitty brought is a good book! Kitty didnt realise and keep wondering why Bunny ask Kitty to read that book in the train, but all Kitty wanted is to SMS with Bunny so why Kitty wanna read the book?

Until Kitty opens that book, whoa.. Kitty found a letter!

Hahaha, Kitty was giggling in the train reading all the way home, realising that Kitty wasn't dreaming in the morning! Thank you Bunny for such sweet memories =). You have done enough of sweet things for Kitty, and Kitty's turn now to return the favour =).

After that Kitty enjoyed going to Kampar to find Bunny, there are rainy days, sunny days, days we got wet from the rain, days we run around kampar to avoid rain, windy nights and cold that walking seem so hard but Bunny hugged Kitty to keep us warm =). Embarassing moments in the room, everything seem so fun, no parents to worry, nothing at all.

There's this night, Kitty always wanted to see the stars Bunny had said and mention, about the star river that Kitty always wanted to see. Kitty never seen one in his life before. Kitty was amazed! Jaw dropped and stared that feeling of awesomeness just made every other thing so tiny.

Right there.. at that spot Bunny hugged Kitty in the dark.. staring together, and then Kitty get to lie kitty's head onto Bunny's reliable shoulder. There we stood quite a while until some idiot came and disrupt the whole thing. But we still had a great memory !!

isn't this is just like the song, "Somewhere only we know". The spot where we watched stars?

All these memories very precious, I don't want to let go, i wanna repeat all these someday, and i want to live it once again. Have fun in korea !!

Kitty is always feeling insecure.

Kitty is not pretty enough, fit, hot, or smart enough.

But kitty is happy that bunny doesn't mind =)

As kitty was doing his workout last night in the room, today he got muscle ache.

That reminds kitty that...

Remember one day, that kitty worked so hard on the legs until kitty wasnt able to stand up, walk down the stairs and even walk properly?

Bunny is the only one, helping kitty to stand, hold kitty down the stairs, and nag about kitty recklessness to lose those gigantic legs. Those naggings is something kitty happy about... and kitty kept complaining so that bunny would nag more.

When bunny nags about kitty's welbeing, its the happiest thing ever.

Storm Goddess?

Kitty and Bunny were at starbucks one day,

Kitty was studying for exam, so bunny accompanied kitty.

As kitty were studying, kitty twitted a post, a snippet of the lyrics from Utada Hikaru *kitty's goddess* of a song called "Show me Love" and then Bunny were listening to it non stop for the rest of the week.

So one of the day, they were talking about another song named "Storm Goddess"
Kitty pretended that kitty doesn't understand the meaning behind the song, so asking Bunny to explain, and he did!

Bunny carefully line by line explained to kitty while kitty were sitting right next, with head over the reliable shoulder of Bunny. It was heavenly.

Are you people jealous yet of our love? =)

So, we talked about first day, what bout the following days?

So, bunny and kitty was happy happy day day night night.

its like paradise, like what bunny always said to kitty,

"i don't need anything, i just need you. i don't need friends, i just want to be with you"

kitty still remember that, one day, kitty and bunny went out dating till night.

But kitty doesn't want to go home yet, as kitty feel wanna spend more private time with bunny.

so kitty suggested to go to the park, to see some interesting scene and walk around the park.

As kitty and bunny were holding hands in the dark, walking around the park, then from behind comes a few of motorcycle's lights and kitty thinks its dangerous. Maybe it's robbers!

so bunny and kitty walked to the side, of a darker area.. thinking they cant see us and will just walk past by.

hahahaha ! but kitty and bunny were caught! Surprisingly they are not robbers! they turned out to be policeman. So they checked kitty and bunny's ID and saying it's weird for 2 guys to walk in the dark! and it's dangerous.

after they left, bunny and kitty laughed a lot about it. thinking its so funny to think that it's the robbers! and then they walked back to the car, and get home. Although it's short, but kitty is very happy!!

So bunny, remember where was it?

heres a photo of it! Daytime.. if still cant recognised, i actually made a Night time!

Do you remember? hehe

<3 you so much

Bunneh & Kitteh + 2??

Wooo my 1st post!!!

Anyway I wanna write about a pair of bunneh and kitteh punya children hehehe...

So what do you think they look like?

Actually 1 is not the bunneh punya cause the kitteh curang on the bunneh for a while and then brought back this anak luar nikah kekeke...

Let's see!!!

Bunny+Kitty

Kitteh+ Ex =P

Brothers!!!

So so so cute o not?? Even though diff parents but still close hor!!!

Jealous right u ppl... It's mine and no one can have!!! WE are a happy family!!! Yay!!!

Anyway Kitteh!!! SURPRISE!!! Think b4 i go won't post right?? =P

What about the first day?

bunny and kitty met and talked online =)

How did it happen?

it all started with a french fries.

surprised? XD

The fries were stuck on my teeth to be a vampkitteh.

The little bunny got tricked by the maomao and got caught and trapped.

The little bunny went and added maomao into the facebook, but they never talked...

until.....

they're talking about legs and eyes =) surprised? XD

maomao said he want long and thin legs, bunneh has it !

maomao so jealous !

and so, they msn, they webcam they skype =)

until one day bunneh comes back to kl and they decided to meet.

bunneh was shy, so he tagged his friend along. maomao didnt' know!

and so, they met at ASIA JAYA lrt. in bunneh big golden wagon =)

maomao so scared they wanna abduct him.

so they went to foodcourt. hehee

bunneh ordered lala to eat! haha maomao shy only coke!

that day wasnt particularly fun! but its good to break the ice!.