i guess i screwed it again.
i don't know what to do already.
I lost someone i love, im losing focus in my career driven thinking.
I'm starting to lose myself soon. I never knew all these could impact me so much.
I had never fail my studies before, and now im failing like that.
is okay, i deserve it.
I lied that im studying in Viva's starbucks everyday.
I actually went to Jaya One's =)
I lied that i studied from 7pm till 2am.
I'm actually at somewhere else for few more hours.
it's already 2 months since we officially walk separate path,
it's almost 4 month since problems started.
it's almost a year since i fell for u.
and yet, why do i still feel so strongly attached? i don't know.
yet, i got no one to talk to about these, other than keeping it and releasing into blog.
hoping, you'd see maybe?..
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